Forgive me for forgetting that there is an entire world out there that exists for me, and that I can do whatever I want with it . I can be anything. I have always wanted, and maybe everybody wants it, but we haven?t always succeeded??? Forgive me for thinking that the only way that I could do everything was to focus on myself, and be egotistical and step on every one. Forgive me for choosing that path in order to grow from it, and thus return to the world with renewed strength. Forgive me for being completely passive now and incapable of more than that. I hope that time will heal and that I will also manage to change.