Dang it, I have had a relaps. For years I have tried to overcome bad habits and addictions, last night I chose to willfully disobey God and watch p and release. I have not done this in a long time. I am going to continue to work on overcoming my this. And to continue to get off the pop and caffiene. Then I will have overcome all habits and addictions that have power over me. I also want my body, spirit, mind, will and emotions clean so I can serve God and man in a more receptive to the spirit way.