forgive me God for I have si, my last confession has been 37 years the day I was married in 1970, I have been very cold with my husband of 37 years I feel that iam mfalling out of Love with him, I still have concern for him but not the Love that I had many yeras back, I have not seen other men or have had any other relationships, I just feel very empty with my feelings. He is very dependent on me from paying the bill to changing the oil in his car to washing his car. He feels sorry for himself because of his illnes his excuse that is what keeps him from doing any activities etc, he had cancer in his thyroids and he say because of the removal he gets very exhausted quickly. He does not have any goals for himself, and has no worries just as long that I keep my job he will have medical insurance, that is his biggest worry. This why I feel what I feel, I do not have the man that I married I have another child. God forgiveme in how I feel.