My Soul is bruised

I have committed adultery for the past 4 years, have allowed myself to selfishly go into debt and am now unemployed I ask for forgiveness.

I thought you should know.

After years of you cheating, finding the nude photos your other girlfriends would send you, text messages, emails, and God knows what else, I decided to

picutures

when i see pictures of you with somone else it makes me want to cut myslef

the HONOR student

I graduated highschool not too long ago and I?ve been sleeping with my HONORS world history teacher since I was a SOPHMORE. I dont know how it started, all I know is that I am madly in love with him but he?s married. Lately we hardly talk since im not in school anymore and I moved . Imiss hom alot and feel terrible about it. I have tried to date other men but it just downfalls because my love for him is just that strong. Iwish I was able to forget him.

troubled

I have been married for 38yrs. Before I got married (shile dating he hit me many times but being fearful I continued being his partner. I left my island and came to North America when I left we were not on speaking terms. (He has always had other women while with me) Anyway he visited with a letter of intent and I felt good so I accepted and a wedding was planned – while planning the wedding and even the night before we were married he slapped me – the day of the wedding I wanted to say no and couldn?t -of course we got married. After he continued to hit me – got pregnant and he still hit me and I never mentioned anything to my family until my daughter ws thirteen years old and when she witnessed it she called my parents who came over ritht away and I still did not mentioned it to them. (shame and Fear) He became a Diabetic and still cheated on me – the one that really hurt was while I was taking care of his mother who lost a lelt from Diabetes he went on vacation with a woman. When he returned I told him to leave and he is still here – We have not cohabitated in more than 25 years I have moved out of the master bedroom and because of grand children we started to communicate 10 yeasrs ago. This has cause me to commit adultery several times. I have confessed to my priest and it?s been years I have been GOOD but I just met my child hood love and I fell again not sexually but I can feel it happening. I am a very loving – caring – person and I don?t know how long I can stay in this situation but at the same time I am a praying person also. How much abuse do I have to take. I am 61 years old and have never been happy emotionally. Troubled and confused catholic.

lying

I?m so sorry that I don?t know how to leave you. I love another man, and I want to be with him, and it?s not fair to keep telling you our marriage has a chance. It really doesn?t, and I am just afraid of not being able to support myself, and afraid of the whole happy family/marriage dream dying. I?m sorry for cheating on you and using you, and for not being strong enough to be honest with you.

mymom

i stole a pen from my mom

INTENTIONS

I INTENTIONALLY TOLD HER THOSE THINGS TO BREAK THAT TIE. I DON?T WANT THOSE PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY. I DON?T THEM IN OUR LIVES EVER. I HATE THEM AND I AM GLAD THAT I SAID WHAT I SAID AND IT WORKED OUT THE WAY THAT I WANTED. THERE. I SAID IT.

NOT BEING THERE

I?M SORRY THAT I WASN?T THERE WHILE YOU WERE DYING. I COULDN?T HANDLE YOUR DISEASE AND COULDN?T FACT THAT YOU WERE GOING TO DIE VOLUNTARILY. YOU CHOSE TO DO THINGS TO YOUR BODY THAT GAVE YOU THAT DISEASE. I COULDN?T BRING MYSELF TO SUPPORT THAT. IT WAS SELFISH AND I AM SORRY.

STEALING FROM YOU

YOU FELT THAT I TOOK SOMETHING OF YOURS THAT DIDN?T BELONG TO ME. IN A WAY, I DID. I?M SORRY FOR THAT. TIME AND CIRCUMSTANCE DICTATED MY ACTIONS AND I?VE ALWAYS CARRIED THAT HEAVY IN MY HEART. I?M SORRY THAT I LEFT THINGS THE WAY THAT I DID. IT WASN?T MY INTENT TO HURT YOU EVER. YOU WEREN?T INNOCENT IN THIS EITHER, MIND YOU. BUT I DO APOLOGIZE FOR MY ACTIONS.