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i have been a two-faced liar. i side with both sides in an argument and gossip. i have also viewed pictures of my dear friends in situations that are inappropriate and thus have made me feel guilty

YES I DID IT

i AM SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON, 4 YEARS AGO I BEGAN A SEXUALL RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN THAT NOT ONLY HAD A WIE TOO BE HE HAD TWOMAYBE 3 OTHER GIRLS ON THE SIDE ONE OF WICH WAS A FRIEND OF MINE. SHE WAS SO IN LOVE WITH HIM BUT I JUST COULDN?T HELP MY SELF . THE SEX WAS GREAT BUYT THE GUY HIMSELF WAS A BASTARD AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. NOW TWO OF TH E GIRLS THAT I KNEW ABOUT BOTH HAVE DAUGHTERS BY HIM AND YES IM GLAD THAT I DIDN?T GET CAUGHT UP IN THAT DRAMA, BUT I FEEL RREALLY BAD FOR THOSE WHO DID NOT KNOW THE TRUTH. IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SO SORRY

forgive my curiosty

God in a way I know the answers but I?m not for sure and I still want to check with you.everything I?ve manifested is off of bad situations now I?m trying to manifest a situation out of the blue on positive feelings. Is it possible to manifest a situation unconnected to me on positive feelings? Most people that need $50,000 sell something they have worth $50,000- it?s connected to them. I do not have the education or assets behind me to have $50,000 connected to me. But God- I know that is only a limit here on the earthly plane. I know you are unlimited and I give it to you- so if I do that and think positive thoughts is it possible for you to bring that money to me, for us to bring it in together, even though it is not ?connected? to me in any way? Is that possible? I understand the right things must be lined up in the right spots but considering I have nothing and know no one does it HAVE to be that way? Could it happen some other way? I?m curious about that. I?m just curious to ask. Thank you God. Amen.

Forgive me

I am a terrible person. I cheat on the one boyfriend I love to death, I get in very explicit relationships because I am a nypho, and while not an excuse, its so hard not to… It hurts me to do it, but I still have sinned.

confession

im a beutifull girl who act a boy and somtimes i to act a woman. i my body! i cant bare all the people who ever looked at me as if i was a monster or as if they want to understand. i also cant bare people who lie to me. its been a long time since i can act myself .

Love

I don?t know what love is….I am caught up and need help.

Forgive me

God please forgive me… …for never praising you enough… …for thanking you rarely… …for blaming problems on you… …for pushed you away… …for not depending on you… …for not respecting authority… …for not respecting my parents… …for not respecting you… …for lying and cheating… …for saying Your name in vain… Thank you God…help me…

dreams

God- i do not know what to do about my dreams. Do they not please you? I thought they were what you wanted for me. So that I could better serve you. I?m lost. Were the prayers I prayed wasted? Did I waste these prayers? I have prayed so long I feel I have no way to gauge if I am on the right track or not. Do you see me? Am I close? You said where two or more are gathered in your name, it will be done. I have had many people pray over the last year and a half. You said we have an unquestionable right to what is in our hearts. So I don?t understand. Do keep praying and hoping and believing? Or am I wasting prayers…on my dreams?