ds. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

I know I am not perfect but are you listening? I left my husband because he was to controlling and he hurt my son. The ??authorities told me I had to if I didn?t I would be in trouble to. What am I doing here then? I remarried a guy that isn?t at all controlling and is very kind and giving to my children but he doesn?t stand up for the things ??I?? feel are right. I get called a user for material things that I don?t care about but I am wrapped up in wanting these people to like me. why do I care. I just get mean and say mean things to the person I truly love. God please help me to stop hurting him. except that he loves me and my kids. and let him know that I truly love him and his kids. In Jesus name I pray. Amen