I regret. I´m sorry |
Dear God,
I did it again, i can't stop doing it. Maybe i was depressed because i just received my card yesterday and i was not able to get a high grade, instead my grades went down especially my math. I got problems for the last few months and i was not able to solve it. God, I wish you were here and comfort me all the time when I'm feeling depressed. i have done a very wrong thing today and i regret it, i know, i am tempted and I can't stop it. I wish I was the one who had been promoted to the st. matthew but Ma'am Tabobo said that there are no girls who will be promoted this time. I think i might as well double my effort but the promotion would be next year. I know, i didn't gave my very best this second quarter and didn't concentrate on my studies, instead i concentrated on that Boy named 'Rence'. God, i thought he really loves me but it was all just a lie. i was hurt but my life should go on. i wish i didn't knew him. I remember the 'Rosary Month', every time I pray for minutes,I think of being promoted to the st. matthew class, but now I'm not. Sometimes i doubt praying but I realized that it didn't come true because of me. God, tell me more, tell me what should I do, tell me how, tell me oh God, I am sorry for all.
your daughter
-jameshel
Amen.
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