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Lord, i am sorry for all that i do that is not pleasing to you. I keep on doing this-''repenting''- without changing. I am a sinner and unworthy. But you are an amazing god Lord. You bless me and protect my family. You love me. I confess my sins- that i engage in adultery of the mind, that i lie, that i gossip, that i hate, that i cheat, that i am pride-ful, that i feel so unworthy, that i do not read your word, that i do not speak with you, that i go on throughout my life so un-god living in sin and filth. I am disgusting to myself. And i say im sorry, but i dont change. I am sorry for that, forgive me. forgive me for this life not used for you! Lord, i do not feel close to you anymore. Its weird. I feel lonely and without fire. Spark that flame within me once more. Help me to change. Help me to love you with everything that i am. Help! Lord, i ask and i ask. and i do nothing in return. I am greedy. And though i feel terrible about asking this, lord, i pray you will help me with my health and weight. Help me with this please. I know, i am greedy, a loser who is the worlds greatest sinner, masked behind a mask of cleanliness, but please. Forgive me, and help me Father. Help me to live you and change and change my entire life. Lord, i pray you hear this and that you will continue to bless our familly. Lord, I thank you for your son. You truly love us. I pray this in jesus' name, Amen.
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