D: I?m sure you have blacklisted me after yesterday and today. You are never going to talk to me again, in person or email. As hard as it for me to accept, it is the reality of the situation. I?ve prayed every day for that to change, foolishly made wishes, even prayed to St. Jude. Nothing has changed. And there is no sign that it will. I have lost your friendship and its over. Do me a favor? When we get together as a family, please do your best to be nice to me for a few hours. L.