Great,….I have sinned again

To start off, it looks l basically have the same sins and issues of the previous confessions I have just read, except now I am angry all the time and dont give a damn about church and the things that were important to me before. I just feel different some how, and maybe I am burned out too. God, please help me to relight my spirit and zeal. P.S. a good real….Christian wife would be helpful as well. Thanks