. I am at the end of the rope.

I know that I have no right to live. I would take my own life but I am a coward and can?t do it. I have not been a good person and my family have been left to suffer. I just need for my family not to suffer for my sins, I have prayed that god would take me and let my family be released of all the sins I have done, they do not disvere this, I have put them in so debt and they are losing their home because of me. I really want to die I have prayed to god every day to let me die, but every day I wake up and I am still alive, I have lost my faith and don?t know what to do, nobody will talk to me and so I don?t think there is nobody out there to help me. Please would somebody help me. I am at the end of the rope.