Forgive me god, I have lost my faith in you. I worked on a ambulance and have seen the horrors in this life, and it seems that you have turned a deaf ear to the ones that are suffering the most. Any hospital on any given weekend looks like a war zone of human suffering, nursing homes are over ran with the pain of the people that are not alive and not yet dead. My faith in you has become weak, I understand that humans dying is needed to get to heaven but does there have to be so much pain in the middle? I pray that my faith is regained because without it, Im lost and have nothing.