I feel so hurt and unworthy and guilty. I am ashamed of my past and because of it I am hindered in pursuing future relationships. I feel that I am not a true Christian and will never be no matter how hard I try. I have made radical changes, and I believe they were through the grace of God alone, but when will I be good enough? How can I ever be good enough? I am ashamed of my family and my living situation. I feel no one will love me if they knew where I?m from. What I?ve been through. I need you Jesus. I need you more than ever. Help me to be honest with myself and those around me. Allow me to discuss my pain and overcome it. Give me the strength to be vulnerable.