I do care what I did to her. I love her with all my heart and im so sorry that I hurt her. If only she would forgive me, I would prove to her that I have changed. When I saw the hurt I?ve caused to her, I was so devastated. I realized what a stupid jerk I had been. I love her so much more than anything in the world and the thought of losing her makes my heart literally hurt in my chest. Please help me God! Tell me what to do. I dont think I want to go on in this world if I lose her. Please God, please im so sorry. I?m so hurting at the thought of losing her. i don?t want that to happen. I cried half the night and I have not eaten since. I will not eat anymore because im fat. Im sorry for what ive caused. When I looked at her crying. My heart literally wanted to explode from the pain i caused her and I?ve tried to beg her to forgive me. Please, Please God, convince her that im telling the truth to her.