Father, I know that you have heard my prayers through the years and the answer is still a ??no??. Now I let you take charge. Hold me by the hand and lead me where you want me to go. If you will that I do not receive the blessing I asked for, let it be done. But I do not know where to go or what to do. I ask that you stay with me and guide me. Do not leave my side. It is going to be a rough ride, Father, so please hold me tight and don?t let go of me. It?s just you and me now. No one and nothing else matters. Just remember to speak to my heart once in a while so I?d know you are here. It will be open for you anytime. I now put all my trust in you.