regret

Forgive me my frens, stranger, and god. im sorry that ive risked everyone?s lives, im sorry i was a coward, im sorry ive traumatized them, im sorry to acting a bitch that night, im sorry ive overdid it, im sorry i tried to cope out, im sorry for the stress and pessimism that ive been spreading, im sorry for causing worry, im sorry for complaining, im sorry being a screw up, i need to grow up, im sorry for causing stress to the stranger, im sorry for my ugly character. I want to change and am changing, but for now i need to be down in the dumps for weeks before i can be a better me again. Please understand everyone…for now i have to put on a front so i wont have to worry people anymore, but inside i will be dying for a while until i can pick myself up again. Forgive me god, frens, and stranger. im so sorry. im a scumbag and a piece of crap. i am truly sorry. i cant go back in time, im sorry god, please have mercy on me forgive me, please dont have my family and frens worry about me. please bless that stranger. forgive me