Almost 10 years later
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Alex, I'm writing to you even though you probably won't see it.
You and I were good friends, from back in grade school.
You were always the person closest to me. I knew I had a good hearted friend. A rare person who always understands and listens.
At the end of high school you told me, in tears, about yourself... you told me that you're attracted to men. I didn't believe you when you revealed that I was the one you had been in love with all those years.
I didn't know how to accept that, so I distanced myself from you.
It was hard for me to talk about it. I'm sorry, I didn't know how to respond and you know me. I'm not very good with words.
A short time after all that I went abroad.
Because of me? I'm sorry that I was not a good friend to you the way you were to me. Now, 10 years later (I got married in the meantime) I don't hear anything about you and I don't know what's happening with you. I just know that I miss you. I miss my good friend - my true friend.
I've never met anyone you. I miss you.
All I can say is, forgive me.
Jeff
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