I’ve had sex and been in relationships with men who were already involved with others.
I’ve done sexual acts that I derived little or no pleasure from because I wanted to please others.
yet, after the fact, these “deviant” acts seem to make up my sexual fantasy life.. thoughts and fantasies of being dominated and abused. and violated. the things I abhor are the same things that turn me on.
i betrayed myself.
many times over.
A Remedy Called Forgiveness
Forgiveness is the candy of nature Chocolate, sweet candy, and even fruits create sweetness, pleasure, and a good feeling. Sometimes the energy goes up,