Hey Jesus Christ.
You may know my struggles of Pornography.
I know I failed you so many times.
I know I asked for you to forgive me and I end up doing it again.
I tried everything.
I know how to defeat this problem but its me.
I’m the one who’s addicted to it.
I know I am the one attached to it.
If I could just one day make my decision for good which is just putting the phone away for a couple months and heal from this.
I’ve been addiction to this Pornography.
I’ve been addicted to Trap Hentai. Anything containing a woman with a Penis.
I know you’re upset with me, I just wanna stop this.
I can’t.
I just, can’t.
I hope one day Jesus, I can change and be the person I once was, which is someone who was not addicted to this.
Heal me.
Please.
This is making me depressed.
I love you so much Jesus but I continue to disobey you.
I’m sorry.
I wish I could have another chance with life.
and completely give this Demonic thing up.
I’m sorry Jesus Christ.
I’m sorry God.
I’m sorry for doing all of this.
I love you with all my heart.
And always will.
~Umar