Lord I don’t know what happened to me, I was a happy person a confident person who always try to do things even though I don’t know if I can do it.

These past few months I was struggling in debt, I don’t know where to go and I can’t talk to anyone about it. Im struggling financially and mentally I cant focus and just play because in gaming i dont think about anything else. I feel like a loser and I know I act like one.

Lord give me hope i want to kill my self because i dont know what to do. I want to help my family, i hope this new year makes me a happy person, i hope i can have financial freedom, i hope i can help my family financially since we’re very poor and im crying when my grandmother asking for money i hope i can give it to them without thinking i need to pay for my debt first. lord i know

w i dont talk to you often and I know i even questioned if you’re real. i can’t just help it i need someone to talk to. Thank you lord Love Before i forgot my name is knorfylla