I have done many bad things in my life.

When I was 19 years old, I had an abortion. 2 yrs later, at 21, I had a child out of wedlock.

I was eager to have the child during recess for convenience, so I went to a traditional healer, and I lied, saying I was overdue to try to get the baby to arrive before its due date.

I paid a lot of money and nothing that she promised me worked so i went back again and she sort of blamed by boyfriend so she “loooked into his life”.

I feel really guilty about this coz should he find out our relationship might end.