Dad – Sorry every time

Dad, .. I fall endlessly .. and regrets every time, ..
Thousands of times I asked forgiveness – with tears, shouting.

Pain, silence, meditations, staring at the point on the ceiling, under the blanket, walking down the street, driving, but again and again, I fall .. can not stop.
I’m not young anymore.

but the exterior drives me crazy and it brings me to look for the eyes that bring me I’m ashamed of you and the world, you know.
Help me be strong and stop these difficult mistakes. I should be able to move forward in my life and not be stuck in this pursuit of lust.
Dad, thank you very much for listening, sorry for the shame I do here in the world ..

I love you, love you.