Dear God,

I keep falling over and over again, and every time, I’m filled with regret.

I’ve asked for Your forgiveness thousands of times—with tears, with cries, in silence, in deep thought. Whether I’m staring at the ceiling, hiding under the blanket, walking down the street, or driving, I can’t escape this cycle. I fall, and I can’t seem to stop.

I’m not young anymore, and yet, I’m still struggling.

The things I see around me overwhelm me and lead me to seek out the wrong things. I’m ashamed of myself—for how I’ve disappointed You and how I’ve failed in this world.

Please, help me find strength. Help me break free from these mistakes and move forward in my life. I don’t want to stay trapped in this endless pursuit of lust.

Thank You for always listening to me, even when I bring shame into this world.

I love You with all my heart.

I’m truly sorry.

Amen.