Reason to live, please help

dear god, i still need help i am getting deeper and deeper in debt with no place to turn to help,,,

i pray to u ea morn and u seem u don’t care about me,, please forgive me and give me one more chance to live a fair life,, i will give u my heart soul and body,, why do u leave me to worry this

i need your help badly ,, i am sorry,,, please help if u are for real,, i need a miracle,,i am the most unhappy person in this world,,

i just exist with no reason to live,,

please help,,,