I have hurt you, I feel sadness over and over knowing what i have done.

My actions were wrong, and my thoughts were even worse.

i have made some choices that you were brought into, and they were not wise choices for us and especially you.

I tried to push you away at times, and your smile only drew me in.

No, you did not deserve that.

It has been a year, and I need to apologize and ask for forgivness. it took me a while because I was scared, but it is time.

I am not asking you to respond in any way.

I do appreciate all the support and comfort you brought my way.

I will and do remember many good moments.

This is an inner process that I need to accept.

I ask for forgivness and for you to live life to the fullest and to not judge every lady in your life as bad as i was.

My prayers go out to u.