god help me

Dear God,
why do I feel like you left me behind? God, I have so much to ask.

Why do I have to suffer in this situation? I can’t take it anymore.

I want to be happy and never experience again the sadness I have felt.

I have been a good daughter to the family, I know that, but why does it seem that everyone hates me? My mom felt extremely angry at me.

Please God, please help me overcome this.

I want to be free from what I have felt.

I want to feel important to my family.

Why does it seem like I was just a mistake?