Sorry. Sorry I took the healthy body you gave me and destroyed it.
You brought me a healthy body and I took it and destroyed it with my own hands. I did not give him his basic needs. And now he is suffering.
And me too.
I wish I had not done it.
However, if you forgive – help me heal myself! Give me the willpower to take care of my wonderful body, which has survived so far without complaining. Only now I feel the consequences of my actions, the terrible deeds that have harmed me and my body, and especially my soul.
give me power!! please!! Despite all the evil I did …..