Dang it, I have had a relapse. For years I have tried to overcome bad habits and addictions, last night I chose to willfully disobey God and watch p and release.
I have not done this in a long time. I am going to continue to work on overcoming this.
And to continue to get off the pop and caffeine.
Then I will have overcome all habits and addictions that have power over me.
I also want my body, spirit, mind, will, and emotions clean so I can serve God and man in a more receptive to the spiritual way.