To start off, it looks l basically have the same sins and issues of the previous confessions I have just read, except now I am angry all the time and don’t give a damn about the church and the things that were important to me before.

I just feel different somehow, and maybe I am burned out too.

God, please help me to relight my spirit and zeal. P.S. a good real….

Christian wife would be helpful as well. Thanks