I don’t know where to begin 😕
I guess you know my heart, my mind, my thoughts, and even my emotions.
All I want to do is cry. I can’t even begin to explain or process what I’m trying to pray about …it’s all confusing & confusion isn’t of you . The devil gots me everywhere, wanting to me blame everyone around me but me , if that makes any sense at all.
Lord, I need you ..I don’t know when I stop needing you, but I need you In my life, in my heart, in my head, I need peace, I feel emotionally, physically, and mentally drained.
I’m trying my best to maintain my job , my family, my relationship, and the lil friends I do have left , yet I still feel so Alone 😔. Gosh how much I miss I miss them . Why did the only true people I’ve had in my life have to go ? Even though I love the ones around me , it’s not the same I don’t see the same love as I seen in those who left me behind.
But I try cherishing the moment with the people I still have around Me because tomorrow isn’t promised and I really do care and love them ❤️. Sometimes I do and say things I really don’t mean & don’t think about the out come or consequence until I’m in the predicament I’m in.
Lord, please save me 🙏. Save me from myself, before I do
More damage. I’m only hurting myself by holding on to the things that are not meant for me. I love you even though I don’t say it out loud or as much as I should I love you for always being there and never leaving me whenever I need you. Maybe it’s me feeling like I’m abandoned that causes me so much issue my life that I feel like I need verification that no one is going leave me or maybe it’s losing the only people i love and can trust with my life that I feel so alone in this dark, uncertain world we call home .
Either way, you’re the only one who truly understands what I mean by all this. I trust in u that things will get better emotionally and mentally, physically I’m still in doubt but I try my hardest to believe that everything will start to fall in place for us , for me Lord. I miss the way things were, how it use to be , and who I use too be. But who am I now? 🤔. I feel numb , that I truly don’t even know my identity.
Forgive Me Lord, for I am a sinner.
In Jesus precious Name ❤️ I pray 🙏 Amen .
Dear Lord, I come before you today, acknowledging my shortcomings and asking for your forgiveness.
The Apostles’ Creed is a statement of the Christian faith, dating back to the 2nd century AD.