I feel lost

I am lost God. I try to show my appreciate for life and all you’ve given me, and I know I fail miserably.

I want to be closer to you.

I want to communicate with you, but where do I start? I believe in you and in Jesus Christ. I just wish I knew how to get close to you.

I don’t feel worthy. I’ve made so many mistakes and done so much wrong throughout my life. Help me find you. Help me learn how to have a relationship with you. I need you lord.