I hate you

Dear GOD, I hate you.

I hate you for making my life a living hell, for sending parents who never loved or cared about me or forgave me for my mistakes, for always sending people into my life for the purpose of hurting me, ripping me apart, and destroying me emotionally, for cursing me with child development and not that of a mans,which has destroyed not only who I am physically but also emotionally as wel

l.I hate you for sending a woman into my life not to love me but to hurt me and reject me as a person and a man,I hate you for using love, ritchie one of your own as the destroyer in the relationship between my daughter and me, for cursing me with poverty so now I am losing my truck home and everything,I hate you above all for giving me life.