I need forgiveness & blessing asap

I went against ALL my morals the other night and broke at least one or two commandments — I not only have sexual feelings and desire for men I am not married to (I’m divorced), but I cheated on my long-distance boyfriend by sleeping with a married man.

Ugh, that’s just not me, and it goes against EVERYTHING I believe in. I feel horrible before God, horrible that I did that to his wife, and horrible about betraying my boyfriend’s trust.

This just isn’t me at all.

I beg for your Christian prayers — and for the willpower to set this right.

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

(I’m Orthodox. I need to get before a priest soon.)

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