I need help

Dear God.. my name is Lydia.. 5 years ago I was raped in my apartment..soon after I was hooked on drugs and alcohol.. I failed to pay my rent due to my addiction..

all my money went on drugs and alcohol so I cud forget my rape… For 5 years now I’ve been hooked all my money went towards my fix..

my rent is now 31.000 thousand dollars.. I’m in court for non payment.. I need help paying for my rent…. I’m looking into drug programs.. I just want my life back..