I try to stop, but I can’t

Since I was a teen I have had a problem with master…. I have tried to stop, but can’t.

I have been single almost all my life and I endeavor not to so I can be obedient to God, but at the very best I can do is go and postpone it longer between times of release.

I have never been able to overcome this.

May God forgive and save me, and someday give me the strength to conquer or a spouse.