I am so sorry, my sweet husband. Tomorrow our divorce is final. I know there is so much water under the bridge, and both of us have already moved on with other people.
But I miss you so much.
I am so sorry I hurt you and sorry I didn’t speak up years ago before it was too late.
I’m sorry I ran from it all. I cheated on you with someone else, and you cheated on me with your work.
I am so much trouble letting you go…I don’t know if it’s you I am trying so desperately to let go of, or perhaps the dream I had of a happy marriage with two people who stay deeply in love till the end of their days.
May God forgive me for my sins, and may He heal my heart