I’m lost and have nothing.

Forgive me god, I have lost my faith in you.

I worked on an ambulance and have seen the horrors in this life, and it seems that you have turned a deaf ear to the ones that are suffering the most.

Any hospital on any given weekend looks like a war zone of human suffering, nursing homes are overrun with the pain of the people that are not alive and not yet dead.

My faith in you has become weak, I understand that humans dying is needed to get to heaven but does there has to be so much pain in the middle? I pray that my faith is regained because, without it, I’m lost and have nothing.