Dear heavenly father, I don’t even know how to tell you how I feel.

I feel so ashamed for I have sinned I did the pendulum and wanted to see what is in store for me.

I am actually suicidal and just want to end with my life.

Tomorrow is my birthday and I think all I want is to die.

O think life would be better without me.

Just take me away already I don’t want to live anymore.

just give me the peace that I want