Please show me the way in career, love and hopes

Dear God,

I know you’ve been watching me and making sure I am in good hands, but in the past few weeks, I have received messages for spending more money, catching a bug, cancellation in trade, and even not very promising performance in job interviews. I feel lost and drained. Can you help me and lead me the way to the light, and guide me to walk to the end of the dark tunnel. Thank you.

Forgiveness and confession

Hey God. I have been indulging in several wasteful activities like masturbation and wasting the precious energy you bestowed upon me.Ā 

I hate my personality

Please make my personality better, nobody likes me Iā€™m so quiet and weird.