The Darkness that I am in

possible to love two men?

I am a happily married woman – 3 great kids, a wonderful husband. Last year i reconnected with my first love from high school. hadn’t seen him in over 30 years.

we have gotten together a few times over the last several months and made love each time. (we never did go “all the way” back then, so it was our ?? first?? time).

I feel a bit guilty, but more than that, I feel intense feelings for this man. In many ways, i want to be with him, but i also love my husband. Real stuff? Midlife crisis? I’m confused.

never been in this kind of situation before.

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • badder I confess to

    I confess to almighty GOD and the people of the earth that I have seriously sinned! Giving into temptation, letting lustful thoughts to seed, idess, lying, masterbation, p addiction, swearing, and Taking God’s name in vain. Not keeping my promises too!…. And all the sins I forgot. I hope God will again forgive and cleanse…

  • forgive my sins

    Please, lord forgive me for all of my sins. I know I should not have taken my brother’s computer and psp from him, but he is in jail, and i didn’t want his girlfriend to have it, forgive me for evil thoughts and dreams of hurting pedros baby’s mother. please forgive me for taking that…

  • Stengthen me!

    I would like to confess to GOD and to mankind and admit that I’m a sinner!!!… I’ve willfully sinned sins of commission (my Will) and sins of omission (should of acted but didn?t). Lately, I have sworn, taken God’s name in vain, had evil thoughts and unkind words, I’ve been short-tempered and the worst sins=I?Ve…

  • Conflicted

    I have dabbled in the occult, engaged in same sex activity, and masturbation. I have to money from my parents. I have taken the lord’s name in vain and spoken against the church. I have engaged in gossip and calumny. I tend to be two-faced and self-serving. I have been lazy. I have taken things…