The Darkness that I am in

possible to love two men?

I am a happily married woman – 3 great kids, a wonderful husband. Last year i reconnected with my first love from high school. hadn’t seen him in over 30 years.

we have gotten together a few times over the last several months and made love each time. (we never did go “all the way” back then, so it was our ?? first?? time).

I feel a bit guilty, but more than that, I feel intense feelings for this man. In many ways, i want to be with him, but i also love my husband. Real stuff? Midlife crisis? I’m confused.

never been in this kind of situation before.

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