The Darkness that I am in

possible to love two men?

I am a happily married woman – 3 great kids, a wonderful husband. Last year i reconnected with my first love from high school. hadn’t seen him in over 30 years.

we have gotten together a few times over the last several months and made love each time. (we never did go “all the way” back then, so it was our ?? first?? time).

I feel a bit guilty, but more than that, I feel intense feelings for this man. In many ways, i want to be with him, but i also love my husband. Real stuff? Midlife crisis? I’m confused.

never been in this kind of situation before.

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • the HONOR student

    Byforgivenet

    I graduated high school not too long ago and I’ve been sleeping with my HONORS world history teacher since I was a SOPHMORE. I don’t know how it started, all I know is that I am madly in love with him but he’s married. Lately, we hardly talk since I’m not in school anymore and…

  • Guilt

    Byforgivenet

    Guilt is a quiet voiceThat never seems to sleep.It creeps in through the silence,Whispers through the cracks of memory,And builds a home in the corners of my soul. It doesn’t shout.It doesn’t rage.But it lingers—In the moments I wish I could take back,In the words I wish I had said differently,In the faces I remember…

  • He flashed me!

    Byforgivenet

    I’m a straight guy. Several years ago, I was reading in a park, and I heard somebody whistle. I looked up, and a young guy was masturbating in the woods. I was so shocked I almost lost my breath (butterflies – major butterflies in my stomach!). I tried to ignore him, but he whistled again….

  • regret

    Byforgivenet

    Forgive me, my friends, stranger, and god. I’m sorry that I’ve risked everyone’s lives, I’m sorry i was a coward, I’m sorry ive traumatized them, im sorry to acting a bitch that night, I’m sorry I’ve overdone it, I’m sorry i tried to cope out, I’m sorry for the stress and pessimism that I’ve been…

  • badder I confess to

    Byforgivenet

    I confess to almighty GOD and the people of the earth that I have seriously sinned! Giving into temptation, letting lustful thoughts to seed, idess, lying, masterbation, p addiction, swearing, and Taking God’s name in vain. Not keeping my promises too!…. And all the sins I forgot. I hope God will again forgive and cleanse…