The Darkness that I am in

possible to love two men?

I am a happily married woman – 3 great kids, a wonderful husband. Last year i reconnected with my first love from high school. hadn’t seen him in over 30 years.

we have gotten together a few times over the last several months and made love each time. (we never did go “all the way” back then, so it was our ?? first?? time).

I feel a bit guilty, but more than that, I feel intense feelings for this man. In many ways, i want to be with him, but i also love my husband. Real stuff? Midlife crisis? I’m confused.

never been in this kind of situation before.

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • I am sorry Jesus..

    Byforgivenet

    Dear God… I believe you can hear me. I ask for forgiveness every day, and i don’t want to leave any way that you could hear me. I did not have sex with him but we had some intimate moments… I had no BF then..but he was engaged…i did not feel good abt it then…

  • adultery

    Byforgivenet

    I did the most horrible thing. I cheated on my wife. I know that it was wrong, but I did it anyway. I am so ashamed, and I cannot bring myself to confess it to a priest. I am begging God for forgiveness. I don’t want to lose my wife and children. Please, God, forgive…

  • no idea

    Byforgivenet

    I?ve been reading some of the confessions and discovered leaving a list of sins I’ve done would be the best. And then move forward to fix my spirit – sin – nature with Gods help. Here goes! I sin a lot! Way more than I should!.. I do swear, I have sto, watched sexualmovies, jacked…

  • Horribess

    Byforgivenet

    Lately, I haven’t been treating my girlfriend the right way. I had an experience the other day when she was gone, and I made a choice where I made horrible choice, and I can’t forgive myself or forget it… I was at a friend’s house with a girl, and my body took over my mind,…