Sincerely, Bei

Before asking for something, I would like to apologize to You for being a disappointment.

I’ve been having a numerous amount of negative thoughts. I’ve been having suicidal thoughts. I probably didn’t deserve anything good from You. I would like to express my deepest apology for You, Father.

On today’s test, something that’s really important to me, I realized how awful I was to You.. and to me. Which led me to deserve what happened today. Thank you.. so much.

For walking with me, staying with me. I’d never ask for a better Father than you. I really hope I can pass this test. I want to create a better future for me..

I’ll definitely want You to be by my side forever.