Sorry I can not forgive

How should I forgive you
If every time I see you
Or hear your voice
Or smell your perfume
Do I feel all the emotions coming up again?

Time in my case does not heal at all the wounds, it just gets more and more painful.
I can not forgive, I can not suppress the pain every time I think about what was between us.

I can not dare open my heart again to someone who has hurt me so much.
I’m stuck in the middle – can not stand the thought of forgetting you, but also can not get you back.

I hate you for putting me in this situation, which made me fall hopelessly in love.

Sorry I can not forgive