Thoughts

Dear Jesus,
Am I that really dumb and slow? Is it really your will for me to become a lawyer? Am I wasting my time studying the law to become a lawyer? What are you trying to tell me or at least teach me? I gave all my best and did everything to study harder in order to pass Succession.

Yet, I failed both midterm and final exams.

Is there still a chance for me to pass? Is the results final? I am so angry at myself, it’s like, it is a confirmation that I am indeed slow, okay! I admit now that I am indeed slow, and dumb.

But please help me.