I would to be forgiven for not loving only one person but 3.

I have intermixingly had sex with 3 people this past November and two were on a semi-regular weekly basis.

Non of these people know that I am not exclusive with only them.

I justify my actions by saying to myself that we are not exclusive and that what they don’t know won’t and can’t hurt them, but it is killing me.

I want intimate exclusive committed love, but I cannot have what I cannot give so I am potentially hurting everyone, and most of all myself.