God, I constantly imagine what it would be to kill those in my way.

I have viot dreams and images that float through my head as I imagine the pain I could cause those that are against me and my friends.

I know you are a God of justice but I feel you have been apathetic as to the events taking place in my community.

I believe you should empower me to allow me to be your rod of punishment and anger.

Forgive me for my viot thoughts and cleanse me of the thoughts of death I project onto those that are near me and causing me pain.

forgive me.