I went on a date with a wonderful, amazingly sweet guy who is so honest, caring, and upstanding.
We lost contact for about a week, and I took that to mean that he wasn’t interested in me, so I engaged in sexual activities with an ex.
I mean- I didn’t go running to my ex.
I was feeling sorry for myself, and my ex is the only one I’ve ever “??been with”.
So- it just happened.
And I feel horrible about it.
Especially now that my date has contacted me and apologized for his absence and sounded sincere in doing so.
So essentially, I am confessing the fact that I’ve had premarital sex and have not been completely honest with this new guy in my life.
I feel I don’t deserve him.
