God, i am at an all-time low I cand even describe the feeling.

Just last night you told me Marquise would call in a few days but Lore My Dear and faithful God I can’t even breathe.

I feel so betrayed and lonely i can’t do anything with myself.

God I have not done anything in my life to deserve this pain and this horrible feeling inside me God please have mercy on my have mercy on my soul lord for I love you and trust in you I’m faithful to you God.

Lord’s words cannot explain the weakness I feel I hate life right now and God come to my aid soon, please! Lord, can’t you see i need you?