no clue I need to get this

I need to get this off my chest. I suck at following God, I suck at obeying, my life SUCKS anyway. I am trapped in an ongoing stagnet terrible situation I can’t get out of.

Anyway on to my sins…they are-saying God’s name in vain, bad words, bad-evil-sexual thoughts, masturbation, not always being kind, and some times wasting my time.

I would to obey God better, but I feel he has forsaken me!….if I could ever feel his love and if he could help me in my situation, I think it would motivate me to obey and be better out of love and desire instead of just to obey the rules.

God if you’re out there; come into my life and save me, not only my soul but be delivered out of my situation, a situation I can?t change or outlast (I have no power to affect). I ask for forgiveness, newness, washing away of sins and impurity, and to be a new person in God. But I need you God to show up, or I will just keep sinning out of despair and unmet needs. -end-

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • I’m so sorry

    Byforgivenet

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  • Help

    Byforgivenet

    I wronged a person I loved dearly. He was a jolly fellow who loved to talk. He was perfect. Literally the best person I ever met. We went through ups and downs but managed to sustain the relation. But I gradually felt that my words, and feelings were stupid… I withdrew…I became cold, weird. He…

  • too much

    Byforgivenet

    dear god, i want you to forgive me for all my sins. in 2007, January I transported drugs from the carribean to the Netherlands. my mum found out and it hurted her a lot. Please forgive for that and for the sufering i caused my mum. I also want to confess that two of my…

  • i sinned

    Byforgivenet

    I admit that I am not as repentant as I wish to be. I’m still struggling with the conflict between my needs and God’s provision, as well as the desires of the flesh. I’ve committed far too many sins, but the ones weighing heaviest on me right now are these: I pray for God’s cleansing,…

  • adultery

    Byforgivenet

    I did the most horrible thing. I cheated on my wife. I know that it was wrong, but I did it anyway. I am so ashamed, and I cannot bring myself to confess it to a priest. I am begging God for forgiveness. I don’t want to lose my wife and children. Please, God, forgive…