Lord i keep messing up and you know what i mean. I do not have to spell this out.
I cannot change myself,. Please help me change; follow your words and feelings, say what I must do. Help me be just like and less like me. I need to follow your word no matter what state of mind i am in. I you and love you but i am not changing .

Please i beg you give me the will and strength to make the Changes i I am asking for your love and compassion. I need to do to be saved and to be loved by you.

Please help me with finding and having relationships with ,my three children whom I HAPPEN´T SEEN IN MANY YEARS. i THAKN YOU FOR HELPING ME FIND A JOB.PLEASE LOVE ME LORD I AM LOST AND BASICALLY SCARED TO BE HONEST.!!!!