Forgive me for being jealous

I love you and I don’t want to envy you.

Even now that I’ve proposed to you I thought that I would calm down.

I simply want you all to myself.

Forgive me.

I’ve never loved this.

Forgive me for simply wanting to hit anyone who comes near you.

Forgive me for getting dizzy whenever someone calls you up.

Forgive me for climbing the walls with shame.

Forgive me for checking your phone and computer.

I promise to try to calm down, or else time will take its toll?