God, I have sinned against you and my wife.

I have come clean to her about a one-night stand, and we both have seeked counseling and our talking about the barriers I need to put up to protect myself from the temptations.

But God I have not told her about another one-night stand before that and That I have been to sleazy adult bookstores and unfortunately I have acted as women in these places wearing women’s underwear and pantyhose and given oral and masterbated guys.

God, I have struggled with the issue of crossdressing since I was about 4 years old and now I go to stores and try on women’s high heels and clothing making myself sin and making others feel uncomfortable in helping me.

I have sinned against you God and I want to ask for total forgiveness. I know and believe that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour and God, you sent him to die and be resurrected so you can have a relationship with me.

God, I do not my sinful nature and I want to be a man after your own heart.

I want to be forgiven and start over and have your word dwelling in my soul.

I love you, God and I love my wife.

PLease Forgive me.

Thank you God